Number 99: Just As I Am

I really did love life, I just wasn't very good at it.

Jonathan Fera. Nineteen. Born and raised in Milwaukee, WI. Studying Public Relations at the University of Wisconsin-Whitewater. One among the fence. Content with loneliness. Liberal. Atheist. Coffee and cigarettes. Flannels. Pabst. I post about all of my fanboy problems, TV show problems, and ghetto girl problems. Get it get it.

"There's a reason I said I'd be happy alone. It wasn't because I thought I'd be happy alone. It was because I thought if I loved someone and then it fell apart, I might not make it. It's easier to be alone, because what if you learn that you need love and you don't have it? What if you like it and lean on it? What if you shape your life around it and then it falls apart? Can you even survive that kind of pain? Losing love is like organ damage. It's like dying. The only difference is death ends. This? It could go on forever."