I really did love life, I just wasn't very good at it.
Jonathan Fera. Nineteen. Born and raised in Milwaukee, WI. Studying Public Relations at the University of Wisconsin-Whitewater. One among the fence. Content with loneliness. Liberal. Atheist. Coffee and cigarettes. Flannels. Pabst. I post about all of my fanboy problems, TV show problems, and ghetto girl problems. Get it get it.
"There's a reason I said I'd be happy alone. It wasn't because I thought I'd be happy alone. It was because I thought if I loved someone and then it fell apart, I might not make it. It's easier to be alone, because what if you learn that you need love and you don't have it? What if you like it and lean on it? What if you shape your life around it and then it falls apart? Can you even survive that kind of pain? Losing love is like organ damage. It's like dying. The only difference is death ends. This? It could go on forever."
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
Just got my hair did! Haven’t posted a picture lately since there’s no wireless at my house. Saw The Audition last night, seeing The Maine tonight! Drink up bishes!
Last night going out in Whitewater. Bittersweet feeling. I’m going to miss everyone but I can’t wait to go out in Milwaukee this summer. Get it get it.
FLORENCE TONIGHT I JUST CAN’T.
Sitting in my dorm alone because I got in a fight with a girl on my floor and now I feel like no one wants to talk to me. It’s okay I guess, summer is almost here and then I can be happy or whatever.
Waiting for Drue and Kat to get here so the shit show can start!
Leaving soon for Madison. Good Old War tonight ahhhhh!!
I can’t even handle my excitement for fun. tonight oh my god.
And this is my friend Austin hi.
Hungover. Still high. Haven’t showered today. Just spent five hours on a speech outline. Not letting myself go out tonight. Milwaukee for my mom’s birthday tomorrow!
Wearing my new tye dye! But I’m sick again wahh.
